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If this is love,

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It's really nice to have friends who are there for you, especially during this time. The road to recovery. Warm words like "I will always be there for you" "I support whatever your decision is" is really helpful. Encouragements.  2 years. We have grown so much. Definitely gotten so much closer. It sucks really bad when you are the one that falls head over heels over another party. I know for a fact that my final goal is not to have you being mine, but it still hurts really bad knowing we can never be together. I am so sick and tired pretending that I am cool with everything when I am in fact, not okay, at all. They said "guys wouldn't be so dumb to not pick up the hints", I guess, you have proven them wrong. They said "just tell him then, since you are hurting". It really isn't simple. There are so many "what ifs". What if I am not the one he is into? What if we can no longer be friend? What if we can never go ba...

Dear you,

Dear you, it's about time for me to let you go. I've lost count of the times my friends told me I deserved someone better, anyone but you. I honestly don't want to drag this any longer, it's hurts, badly. Thank you, for teaching me how to be strong even when things are not in my favor. 
I've always loved you.

Fresh start

I have already deleted my previous posts. Looking back at my previously published posts, makes me realize how naive I was. I have always thought that life is about family, friends, and crushes, but life is not as simple as that. 22, it's time to make it real.